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My handsome little chap.

I’ve learnt how to view the world differently
To see it how you do
And through your eyes it’s a very scary place.
I will keep helping you to see the good
And promise to always do things at your pace.

I will always go with what I whole heartily feel is in your best interest
Not what others want me to believe is best
I won’t let them push me to do what they think is best.
You are my child
I have your best interest at heart, not them.

You amaze me everyday with your quirky little ways
Lining up your toys
Spinning in circles.
Blinking your eyes like crazy to some strange sounds
Watching the same 10 seconds of a video over & over again.
You repeat words and phrases until I repeat them back to you.
You can find letters in all sorts of things
Often leaving me puzzled looking at what you were staring at.
When we go out I hear you reciting the alphabet or counting random objects
It’s adorable, and helps you to regulate.

You are absolutely incredible
Everyday you amaze me
You try so hard to succeed
I am so proud of you
My handsome little boy

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Still coming to terms

I’m still coming to terms with it all
it ain’t fun and games
It’s tough, it’s real tough
The future I imagined has had to change

One day our world flipped 180
This is not what we had ever envisioned
But we are learning how to help
I just wish I could make everything okay

I know this is a long and tough journey
Full of many unexpected twists & turns
Wonderful joys
And dreadful downs

I will always do what’s best for you
I will fight for what you deserve
Help you understand what’s going on
And encourage you to grow

You mean the word to me, to us.
My perfect little person, flaws & all.
You complete this family.
You complete my heart.

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